Saturday, April 07, 2012.
> 1:59:00 AM.
Dear blogger, I've been having this constant dream of me inhaling and smoking a cigarette in vivid details! Like in this dream, i can even feel the butt inbetween my hands and the smell of the smoke. And the way i inhale, it makes it seem like i have been smoking for YEARS!
Just to set the record straight, i have not smoked intentionally before, mybe alot of second hand since i dont mind the smell of smoke, cept when it is blown directly to my face.
Like i find it weird sometimes, that i cant stand the smell, and other times im okay with it!
And lately, i've been suffering from really bad insomnia. *time checks* LOL,
Maybe this insomnia is a result from something i have no control of, or maybe something is troubling me. I really dont know!
Something is really up with my body cause i find myself super weak and tired despite having like a more than average sleep time and sometimes my lips turn pale like almost white!
the migranes/headaches i can understand, cause i have them all the time; but really! recently my body has been going through so much changes it actually spurred me on to see a doctor.
YES, CELIA IS GOING TO SEE A DOCTOR, WHEN SHE HAS THE MONEY.
i cannot emphasize more on the WHEN SHE HAS THE MONEY part.
=)
peace and xoxo
