Friday, February 03, 2012.
> 3:24:00 PM.
dear blogger,
Suddenly i am wondering why i took psychology as a future career.
I mean, i'm looking at MINDS website now, and as much as i wanna send in my resume, i'm faced with the prospect of being a teacher to autistic kids.
I mean i have no problem cause i think i am able to play and interact with them.
But raising (my already loud voice that seems to get softer when im nervous) my voice to teach a class, with the possibility of another teacher observing me is terrifying.
Even the thought of it makes me shudder now. I know i know.. i should put these fears aside.
But then again, my intended course of career dosent see me talking to a class.
But hey, these are the things you need to do in order to rise right?
*shakey hands* okay here goes.
:(
wont hurt if i send a resume.
Problem is, they have a contract, and if i cant even commit in a relationship, what more a job?
Maybe this will make me grow.
