Tuesday, January 17, 2012.
> 2:03:00 PM.
So. How long can a heartbreak last?
Technically it takes a few months to get pass it right?
But what if you have itchy hands and what if you cant get past the missing?
It's not like i miss nick everyday of my pathetic life, i just miss him sometimes.
I am such a weird creature.
I need reassurance that i am not going insane.
Sometimes i dont understand me, it's like i deliberately ( despite knowing the risks) do stuff to shatter my heart.
So i just remembered that i didnt do a follow up on what happened after i sent nick that awfully long email.
Well, he did replied! and he said he was sorry and he didnt know what he was thinking and he said friends?
Well, to me it means that we are moving past this whole shizam to be strangers, cause come on; after bad break up and you become friends, what are you going to ask him? " oh, how's your girlfriend? um.. how's your mom and sister?" Seriously?
so yeah, i found out he's doing his OWN tattoo business with his brother and his brother's GF!
Like a round of applause please, i have never been so proud of him.
But this proud feeling, it can only stay within me, i cant be telling him that.
Cause the cycle went the cycle passed. We are mere strangers.
I hate this la.
