Friday, October 21, 2011.
> 6:40:00 PM.
I'm two days away from graduating from MDIS.
I'm two days away from completing my diploma in psychology.
I don't know how to feel, happy, or a little scared.
Where do i go after this? Am i well prepared to continue?
Do i have what it takes to continue with the Degree?
DO I EVEN HAVE THE MONEY TO GET A DEGREE?
urgh, studying and making decisions isn't supposed to be this hard.
Well, i think maybe if i was rich then it would definitely not be a problem.
I still wanna learn and i still wanna build myself. but where do i start?
I'm still contemplating studying what i really wanna do, nutrition
Alot of people i tell this to just scoff and say why?
why because i already got a diploma why would i want another one?
I SAY WHY NOT?
why must i limit what i wanna do to one thing?
teehee, but i honestly dont know what to do either,
someone please enlighten me.
....
on a longer note, work at posh is changing so much.
Rules, benefits, bitching and annoying colleagues.
okay the colleagues; i cant help it.
I dont like it when people ask random personal questions just cause we seem close.
if i wanna spill, i'll spill.
And also about changing yourself to fit in, why?
just because the ones you normally work with is more outgoing, loud and noisy, it dosent mean that you have to try to be funny.
Yes, TRY.
Cause really, your straining efforts are showing a tad too much.
I wanna work at posh where my bosses weren't too stressed about the revenue
the times when we were free and not restrained by stupid rules ( like: not being able to hang out at the shop anymore when you're not on shift)
i mean, those were the simple joys that kept me sane at work
thank god i still have my colleagues who come once in a while.
i contemplated quitting posh, but i had no guts nor the heart to leave something i really love behind - Brings me to the next point
Getting a second job
i thought maybe i could do with the extra moolah.
But knowing me and my pick state, i have no clue as to what to do =(
if anyone believes me, i almost wanted to quit posh in my first 3 days too,
yeah im that bad
Oh wells, i'mma end this lengthy post and blog another time on more updates
