Monday, October 31, 2011.
> 1:15:00 AM.
Dear blogger,
So tomorrow marks the dawn of a new era.. hahaha okay no just joking.
Tomorrow marks the week that i'm going to go get braided once more.
This time i clarified the term braid, i said celia want them micro man, yous do big fugly ones.
And she says hell yeah chica i hear ya.
okay you know it didnt go down like that. But i dont know, i mean i kept my hair long enough for this, and outgrew my bangs and all. But along the twisted hair, messy days and out of control frizz, i kinda liked my hair being wild and soft, But i wanna get braided too, at the same time.
Maybe it's those feelings i got when i first discovered i look mega weird with my humongous braids, and when my heart started beating cause i didnt want nobody to look at me. Yes yes, i have an uhealthy all time low level of self confidence, but a year has passed. Think i'm any better?
My sister and me gonna be doing them braids, and i'll see if small's really small, if not i'll just gt micro braids. Yeah yeah you probably be wondering what the shumakakas im talking about. Sleep on it, you'll get it tomorrow.
And omg, yeah this friday i'm going to enjoy myself with my chicas cause we deserved it.
So happy, but i pray to god, for all the times i did something to my hair, i prayed to god to make it work. Because its on my head and everyone can see it. I get very paranoid if it gets bad and i dont like it when people like criticize it. Yes im working on keeping a positive mindset.
Just one step at a time. There's no need to rush
