have you ever had that feeling that somehing was about to happen,
and as much as you hate and try to deny that feeling, the steps you do to stop it from happening, it does in the end?
i have always known things i wished i never knew
When i feel that you dont love me anymore, when i feel that you're backstabbing me, when i feel that you like me.
Those feelings, are our guts really that reliable?
i had a feeling, and yeah, as much as i stayed away from the truth, it was true.
How i know, why i know, what i know.. these always haunt me.
Why the fuck does my self awareness of my surroundings have to be so hyped up?
Why cant i be wrong for once?
okay, i've lived with the fact that you're gone.
that you never mean anything to me.
But sometimes, it still hurts.
And it fucking hurts so much right now.