Dear blogger, I've finally found what I've been suffering with as a child. Here goes: PTSD (post traumatic stress disorder) okay what is PTSD? Its when someone has been exposed to a traumatic event in which the person experienced, witnessed, or was confronted with a threat-physically or mentally. The person's response involves intense fear and helplessness, they may have dificulty falling or staying asleep, difficulty concentrating and sudden outbursts of anger. They become less responsive emotionally, and are more detached from their feelings. There, I've finally diagnosed myself, though the interventions are way over the time they should be instilled upon, at least I know why I behave that way. At least I know.