Did some tests to generate what types we were.
Ever heard of DISC? Yeeaahh. That test we did in secondary school! Only this one was more indept.
More on the character aspects than when we were in school were we focused on the learning aspects. Soo. One of the results was asked, and only me and 3 others got it.
Lecturer: so all those with your hands up, you're the eldest in the family right? Seee!
Me: uhhh *blur celia face* but but, I'm the youngest.
*lecturer walks closer to me, "what's wrong with your eldest sister?
Me: *shit! Awkward moment. "I don't stay with her"
Lecturer: then what's wrong with your other sister( I told him the sequence of my siblings)
Me: she's always busy at work, hardly see her either
Lecturer: brother one year apart? *answers his own question* confirm cannot get along.
Me: ... Yeaah.
Lecturer: see! You're the decision maker in the family. Your parents or anyone relatives always make you think for the family because they expect you to act like one. Since your older siblings can't play their role, you're forced to be the oldest thinking within your siblings.
Me: fucking hell yeah you're right.

Sometimes, my own subjects scare me. Its almost as though I cannot keep secrets.