Saturday, May 29, 2010.
> 10:59:00 PM.
today is one of the days i'd highlight to the world how much i hate my brother.
the house is as small as it is, with heaps of boxes piling at every possible corner, and yet he dosent help me and my aunt unpack.
WE had to assemble the beds with the bloody screw and nail, and carry heavy planks of wood.
WE assembled the chest of drawers, the humongous cupboard my mom has and had to carry the freaking thing onto the base.
WE had to carry his table from my mom's room, above all the pathetic piles of boxes in the hall into his room.
WE had to assemble three dressers, all by ourselves with him moaning how hot it is, and with us drenched in sweat from "working" from 3-9
The only nicest thing he did was to buy food for the hungry us after pestering him.
Seriously, all he did was sleep, while we were unpacking, complain it was hot when we were drenched, and now he's gone to town.
Hopefully he dosent come back
The house is horrible, but i will make do with what we have, i wont complain, just grit my teeth and make it out alive. i really needa let it out.
I hate the feeling the house emits, the loneliness despite the noisy people below. the musty smell and the heat. i hate the change and it has that feeling in me, that makes me wanna cry. it makes me feel so, alone. i know you'd think i'm some petty bitch, but you wont understand.
it's not the ordinary hdb flats people live in, maybe if you tried living here one day then you'd know why i complain so much.
It's a two story building, with mostly the first floors being shops, salons and coffeeshops, the second floors have those inverted V roofs, and being the forever suay-to-the-max family, the shophouse used to be a spa, meaning the interiors are BLACK.
after 3 coats of paint, and a whole loada blood,sweat and tears thrown in, only the hard to reach ceiling's black. and that's where the heat comes in.
tomorrow's another day, with my sick allergies, and body, i really wish i can go for the wedding.
md no'or was supposed to go with me, but looking at my present situation, i doubt i've even be able to go anywhere.
The place is super ulu at night and there's alot of drunkards cause there's like 4 coffeeshops, i shall just pray for my safety.
=(
