Thursday, October 15, 2009.
> 9:16:00 PM.

I AM GOING TO MISS YOU!
=(
we've been through so much as a class.
graduation day's fucked up la.
/i felt so fat =( wait, i AM fat.
anyways, this is soo not the last time we're gonna see each other babies!
still got chalet! and and and i'm sure we'll be meeting in the future more often.
=(
haiz, got back the report books.
i must say, pretty pleased with english. 3 more marks and it'll be an A2, but what the hell.
tambunan said encouraging words and shook all our hands.
it WAS technically the last time we were gona see them.
soo gonna miss the teachers.
and yeah, got a cert for science too.
just fucking failed maths.
/pardon the explicitness. pms-ing i think
watching the seeker. eh the guy hot leh! haaaha
/ so random.
anyways, the o levels are coming. in fact it's in exactly a week.
i am just FREAKING scared.
and i am not even going to think of result day, imagine all the crying. =(
is it always gonna be like this? i mean, the N levels saw half my class crying their way to ite.
what more will the O's do?
but then again, on the other hand i cant wait to enter a whole new life, school and FRIENDS!
provided, i DO get into a school.
and as for now, i'll just be praying for a dear friend.
you're not alone babe, i'll always be there for you.
if i can spare time off from the shop and studying, i'll definitely visit your papa.
just hang in there and stay strong.
celia's always here for you to lean on!
and i promise, things will get better babe, trust me.
and i still think i look pretty bored (and fat) during the speech. -____- was joking with k.f. that it looks more like a funeral. they played some slow music and class by class went up, with he monitor delivering a speech, and all of us looking sad/quiet/restless( in my case)
xoxo, feeling-fat. FATTYCELIA