When you drop a glass or a plate to the ground it makes a loud crashing sound.
When a window shatters, a table leg breaks, or when a picture falls off the wall it makes a noise.
But as for your heart, when that breaks it’s completely silent.
You would think as it’s so important it would make the loudest noise in the whole world, or even have some sort of ceremonious sound like the gong of a cymbal or the ringing of a bell.
But it’s silent and you almost wish there was a noise to distract you from the pain.

If there is a noise, it’s internal.
It screams and no-one can hear it but you.
It screams so loud that your ears ring and you head aches.
It thrashes around in your chest like a great white shark caught in the sea; it roars like a mother bear whose cub has been taken.
That’s what it looks like and that’s what it sounds like; a thrashing, panicking great big beast, roaring like a prisoner to its own emotions.
But that’s the thing about love – no-one is untouchable.
It’s as wild s that, or as raw as an open flesh wound exposed to salty sea water, but when it actually breaks, it’s silent.
You’re just screaming on the inside and no-one can hear it.



Cecelia Ahern

sometimes people just dont want to hear the truth, they want to hear things that'll make them happy. tsk tsk.

okay i know i havent been updating much, just lost the mood at most times to even type. it's either that or it's just that i'm EXTREMLY busy.
school's suuuper tiring after taking up that maths thingy for tamil students.
i also started attending night classes to get the best of what i can, kinda fun though.
it's that i reach home everyday in the evenings and i have no time to "unwind" crappy, but true.
gaa, this sooooo has to pay off.
fuck the exams.


okay on the other hand, sorry people for backing out on outings, you gotta understand =( one day i'll go out with you for the entire day aso can, just one day. not now.


i cant be blogging often and when i do i cant remember the stuff i was suppose to blog about. so just be prepared to face a non-updating blog for maybe a month or two. =)





xoxo, celia