Sunday, June 14, 2009.
> 9:51:00 PM.
What if you were given two options;
1. Be a bitch and be happy cause you know you'll have the last say,
2. Be humble, quiet and most especially, excruciatingly nice because it's not worth the fight.
like i said, given a choice which would you choose?
Sadly, i chose to be ridiculously nice, with no comeback even though i knew there was a line in between.
i said nothing, nothing at all except kind words making it seemly genuine that I'm okay with it.
i believed in the saying " karma - what goes around comes around "
and nooooo, i will not flare up because for these few days, i have been trying to keep up my composure as a woman.
thats right, i said a woman.
teeheee
=)
so, make fun.
go dance, sing, whatever.
one day, just one day: poof.
it'll all disappear.
/hopefully you too. *fingers cross*
and then will i no longer have to build stronger walls to block you out,
no longer have to pray you wont hurt me again,
no longer have to even worry that you'll make your way back into the place you smashed to itsy bitsy smithereens.
cause then it wouldn't matter
i'll be living the high life, and you'll be suffering.
you can talk all you want, criticize me, mock the living daylight out of me.
but deep down inside, it's your flaws your trying to hide.
your incompetence to live a life carefree.
downgrading others to make yourself seem on top.
It's a pity you're always ending up alone.
and with that, i shall conclude my feminine post.
*flicks hair and smiles.
/ post edit:
GRRR, I'M PETTY, I CANT TAKE JOKES,
*flashes middle finger
Don't let animosity breed, just kill the motherfucking asshole.
