Saturday, January 03, 2009.
> 11:30:00 AM.
oh man, my lolo's getting sicker day by day
=(
they said there's no hope, so we'll just have to pray for some miracle
this is so unfair.
i can't visit him this year cause my schedule's super super packed,
and i'm afraid i wont make it there in time at the end of the year.
things were getting better when we were there,
he could sit up on his own and all,
and after we left, he suddenly got sooo sick he hadda stay at the hospital
they even spent new year's day at the hospital.
i wanna go back!
i wanna see him.
such a bummer i only knew he's Spanish a year back,
he cant leave me now, not yet
my sister still havent seen him yet,
her stupid school has no holidays
this is just so fucking annoying la
stupid 2009
and it dosent help when i feel so down, for no reason!
okay, so maybe i do know why,
but so irrelevant.
i shouldn't even be feeling sad
what am i talking?
-.-
whatever la.
this is just so despairing.
and i'm so confused.
i wont be posting like my usual a-post-a-day
cause now i've got nothing interesting to say.
and i'd probably be super busy.
one good thing did come out from the handful of bad ones
my class is exactly the same, minus a few dear missed classmates.
only 3 additional ones came from another class.
stupid maths teacher still he same (okay, now i'm laughing)
bio teacher became our form teacher/bio teacher.
English's the same
so is geog/social s
chem changed, thank god!
and f&n teacher got switched back to my last years one.
that one's a major relief
cause me and the other Chinese one cant get along
i decided to talkto the tamil teacher on whether i can not attend tamil class and go elsewhere instead.
since i already completed my o's
well, completed as in i "sat'' for my B tamil.
hopefully she'll say yes
it's super boring sitting in tamil class not doing anything.
and now i need a new partner.
since dhurga's no more here, i gota get a new class buddy.
*looks at class
lets see,
6 chinese girls, ONE chinese boy.
ONE indian girl, ME
and the rest, malay
-.-
totally the same like last year.
=( i'm gona be a loner
ohFUCKthat
