Thursday, August 14, 2008.
> 12:54:00 AM.
great, its 1254 and I'm still awake. gotta finish studying the damn s.s. notes
so many pages. And when i say many, i mean m-a-n-y
been studying my wits out these few days, and yet despite desperate measures,
I'm still not getting ANYTHING in.
bye bye prelims. darn irritating. I'm always studying, thinking its at the normal pace
until i realize i don't have enough time
take social studies for instance. i thought a week was enough
until i actually open-ed the notes booklet thing.
lets seeeee, instead of the usual 2 essay thing,
i now have to memorize like close to 20, wait, maybe more
okay, not entirely memorize. but i still do have to go through
and then there's my worst subject, maths
-.- that one's a hair pulling, vulgarity screaming time consuming subject i can never do
unless i feel like it. lets face it. i have "defects" too
i suck terrible at it, although i do get questions correct occasionally,
i never have the mood to actually do it, it kinda frustrates me.
thinking back, there was once i actually answered all Mr lee's hard questions.
i was hyper, and had some sudden don't-fall-asleep-during-maths feeling
tell me, what do you do when mathematical sums look foreign to you?
and thanks to even looking at the sums, stress pimples decide to play games with me
alright! i give up, conquer my face.
and yes, im talking to you too fugly eye bag!
no matter how long or the amount of times i sleep in a day,
i still end up tired
my mind's tired. and so is my body, have mercy and set a really easy math prelim paper please?
F&N's also another killer.
retinol, cholecalciferol? why am i learing this again?
but taking F&N does have its advantages=)
it kinda links to bio and chem, but besides the fun cooking time, lessons are a BORE
the textbook's to wordy and i can never study in time
I've got roughly a month or more to my n's
and hell yeah am i going to start studying now
the thing about me: i have a really short attention span and cant study for too long.
and it always bugs me after a while. cause I'd reflect back and go shittypie, i shouldawouldacoulda studied instead of psp-ing
but then again,
"defects. everyone has them"
oh well, guess i gotta start with that social studies
boy oh boy. the bed sure does look comfy tonight* slaps self*
or maybe i'd watch 18 vs 29, new korean drama im watching now
no wait,
CONCENTRATE!
right, now would probably be a good time to say, KILL ME!
